It's over. (1)

Mr. Moleskin, 

I've been procrastinating for far too long.

I kept telling you that I wanted to get back into blogging and you were never supportive. You played into the fact that I had an old soul. And not only that, but I became a total pen and paper whore as I continued to scribble away during the course of our pretty serious 1 year relationship.

I don't know if I can do this anymore...

You went almost everywhere with me and I told you my darkest secrets. I even weighed the pros and cons of committing to this blog with you. We talked about this. You can't say you didn't see it coming. 

While you were always very good to me, I just don't think it's working. It's not you. It's me.  I need a change. A challenge. It was too easy to write in you whenever I felt like it. I want to commit to something more. Something like a post a day for a year that others will actually hopefully read. It was too much about you, and I need some 'me' space. I want to put myself out there. 

Maybe we can still be friends?

Your ex pen and paper whore,

Alissa

xox